you have the suffering, the perseverance, the character, and the hope. you are human. you dont have to rejoice in this. not now, not ever. dont beat yourself up about that. you are an amazing person and you have suffered the greatest loss possible. just getting through each day, each breath, is a huge accomplishment.
so true. i have the suffering down no problem. hoping the other stuff comes soon.
Jesus is coming back soon and suffering will be over. I can't wait for that day.